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It was bought by me. It had the numbers and letters as: UB 107774. Adding the numbers will yield to 13 an enigmatic number (Christ was 13). It carries a prize value of 50 Million Rupees. Every day I take it in my hands and think of myself as a prospective winner. The draw date is: 23/05/2019

Maxims

Persistence paves the way for success. Purpose and values define character. Nobility lies in a beautiful heart. Water and fertilize your dream till it becomes a flowering reality. A way to Good Life is following the one who has said: I am the Way: The truth and the Life. Clouds danced with the ornament of light. Making love is art—a form of poetic epiphany. Kind words and a loving heart, all inclusive of your soul is what you need in life. Forgive and forget the past; live the present with hope and the future with anticipation. God is not to be worshiped in a graven image or anything on land, sea or water. Occult, Tarot and Astrology you are the demons that mock God. Live in the perpetual revolt of creativity. Think before you reply to a Yes. Forgive those who have hurt you. Wonder at the blossomed clouds, the mysticism of the sun rising, the cool breeze that kisses your cheeks, the chirp of birds—yes nature is a banquet for the soul. Be in wondrous rapture every moment of your life. God can remake your life just like Lazarus who was raised from the grave. Lord teach me the art of having faith as small as a mustard seed. What you sow in tears, you will reap in joy. Don’t worry about the future: live in the present with hope. Violence, rage, bitterness, lust and covetousness are the free gifts of the Devil; don’t succumb to it. My pen is a slave for Christ. Lord: help me spread your word through my pen. Victory is lighthouse which you can see ahead at a distance. Good seed is sown to harvest good fruit. Passion is emotion’s sanctuary: enjoy it as a gift of the soul. A Christian celebrates the meaning of life. Life for existential Philosophy was chaotic and absurd. Life for me lies in Valueablization (Value and realization). Every unanswered prayer is God testing your patience. If God can test Job why not you? Surrender your will to God; he will make you celebrate your wishes. Faith in God needs belief: reason obstructs belief. Trinity being one and same and yet being different is a mystery. Culture is a metaphor for the symbolism of the language. The WORD in Christianity is God in one sense, flesh in another sense and Spirit with the presence of meaning. Greed suffocates a decent life. Be thankful for what you have and not what you want to have. Pride is the stumbling block of success. Effort is value created by hard work. Hear God—the soft silent voice which speaks to you. What can the created say to the Created? S\he can say all as praise, worship, praise and glory. You may change your clothes but character is something which cannot be changed. Passion is fidelity of desire. Desire as Lust comes from the Devil.

April 22nd 2019

Morning passed on as serenade of poetry. The sky resembled an abstract painting. Poets chirped and tweeted. All was wonderful and sweet with nature. I thank God Jehovah Jesus for continually blessing me

I was reading into the Novel Crime and Punishment by Dostoevsky. The protagonist of the novel is Rascolinikoff and he is in dire poverty. He hatches a plan to murder his landlady and her sister. He plunges a hatchet on their heads and kills them brutally. Though initially confident about the success of the murder, he loses his nerves and becomes demented and confesses his murder. How can we portray the character of the protagonist? He suffers from the Marquis De Sade complex. He is driven extreme love and self hate. He does not have the confidence to overcome the obstacles of his life. What makes this character peculiar is losing all desperation he confesses his guilt. This novel is one of a Quixotic Tragedy. The feeling of love is totally absent in the character. Is the character a resemblance of Dostoevsky’s psyche? Is it the author’s demented narcissism? The protagonist can be considered to be tragic postmodern hero. The confession of guilt is so remarkable of Christian Scruples.

Kathi (Knife)
Kathi or Knife in Malayalam is an idiom which means telling fibs. He says Kathi all the time.

Masala (Ingredients for curry mixture)
Masala in Malayalam is ingredients for curry mixture. As an Idiom it means flattering someone. He is putting masala over her.